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FUCK.

You forced me, held too tightly, fuck.

Fake a damn smile and move on man .

Its gonna take some time before i'll realise that someth is really wrong .

Going sakae with luvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv soon. Byebye :)

Save me.

We'll meet someday , in th middle on our back down to earth ./

A lease of hope at least, to get me back right on track.

I pray.

We live and we learn. And we try :')

Accept me, love me, trust me, have faith in me, seemed to th hardest thing that can happen.

You deserve better.

Many things flash and run through my head. We're tired, arent we? :') Im sorry for lying, its hard to trust me back already. Half a year since that happened.

Trust can be broken in a sec, but takes years to build.

Waiting for you, waiting for you, waiting for you kiss me at th night~

Make things right by going to God. I say, but do I do? :'/

Get lost, satan.

All that you are.

Keep me from falling apart :')

Time to think, time to relax, time to enjoy, but time to know you better.

Make everyth okay, re-know you again, freshen my lifestyle. :)

Love seemed to be a vague word w/o meaning, if you treat it so lightly.

I guess, few days is enough to just let me calm down.

TODAY.

FF, was , hmm. ;]

Aft FF, went AMK HUB with Jol, Amanda, Daryl, Gerald. :D HAD UBER FUN WAHAHAS.

I'm finally starting to treasure my squad. We rock :) like rock your socks man \m/ hee~

Look at me now,

);

There's nothing I could say to you, nothing I could ever do to make you see, what you mean to me. ♥

This is ALL, I wanna tel you :')

Camp tml till Sunday. During th next two weeks, its all about endurance. I hope I'll pass it.

ilyttmsvm, );

dont doubt anymore, (L)

Camp from friday till sunday.

Cambodia from 26th to 1 Dec.

Fucking enough time.

once bitten, twice shy.

Sometimes, our hearts can just be this blur.

We may be happy this moment, sad th next. Moodswings surrounding me nowadays. But hey, its there for a reason. Went to K's house hoping to get PSP back, but to no vain. I WONT GIVE UP. That pulled me down tothmax totally. Well, but that dinner with awesomeamazing partner brought my mood up. :)

Wil be going Malaysia till monday from tml. Dont miss me, okay maybe you should :P I'm tired ); I wanna fall off my chair already oh.

I've learnt not to think of what would happen, I'll do my best to get back what's supposed to be mine. I have rights. ;)

i'll miss you guys , loved ./ xoxo'

Awesome-cess, you can really control my mood.

Stop it, just bring it up and nv come down.

why do we say things we cant take back, why do we miss what we nv had?

Whatever shields I spent so long building up ;

iloveyougirls (L)

If breaking down another time could solve whatever problems I have, I'd wish I'll just break down straight away than to go through this torture that no one would go through.

Bestfriend, I've lost you. Like weeks ago. I came to realise it now that it can nv be salvaged back to what it were. If th thing I need to do is to get back that PSP, I wil. I promised I'll get it back no matter what. I dont harbour hopes to be that friend that I was to you, I just hope I can start anew. Myself.

I failed everytime, no matter how hard I tried. Screw everyth up. I needa plan my life. I need to.

"Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path" - Psalms
119:105 <3

i dont mean as much t you anymore.

why then, do you see all th negative things in me ?

Yesterday.

Before self study, saw korkor and daddee! :D damn happy x12341132465432. Talked for like half an hour. Kor treated me a buck, heh. Walked to bus stop with them. Every time, I just smile so widely when they appear. Kor's entering army soon. Daddee should be next year.

P/S: Kor, I'll jio you out before you go army alright. ;) Wont ps you.

Aft that, met J. Bubbletea-ed &chatted. ECP with kor &daddee plus babyK. next week, i hope:x

Today.

Today? Hmm. Same things happen. Why do you think I'm like that? :/ 180 degree turn since we've met. Thats what I need to accept eh? :') we would always fuss and fight, and it seems nothing was right. But thats how I have tolerance.

Morning went Cheers before school, bought pao :B hungry. Then schooled, volley-ed, self studied. Home. Lot 1. Shop. Northpoint. Bus. Home. :)

45683968 (L)

did someone break your heart inside?

i guess its me. so can i be th one who fix it too? :')

I need you to come back. I need to come back. We need to wake up.

Maybe this is what I need to learn.

Do I need to?

This is what is calls ; 'Do unto others what you want others to do unto you.

Its coming, I sensed it. I hope not. We need to wake up. I cant go on like this. No..

Chance. I have it now. I'll use it. I'll show. Stop arguing. It sucks. I hurt. You hurt. You're angry, I am. Tired, heartbroken.

ilyttm, myttm, wyttm.

Dont care about all th pain in front of me, I just wanna be happy.

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Pictures capture beautiful moments, but a heart captures feelings as well.

U G H .
I had a uber great day today :(
Yeah okay , it sucks. haha. Went GYM today with baby &sist. Worked out pretty much. :) At least it can drag me outta what my mind's thinking for a lil while yeah. :/

// I breathe, I hear, but I dont believe it. It crashes and builds up, manymany times which is really sucky. Just stop all these please );

missed those times wher we were so close. i just drive.

I think, people i treasure would always disappoint me in some ways.
Dear God, );

When I say I hate you, its a lie.
This is how my heart feels, you.

I need to control myself from falling deeper. Hell, its getting all over me.

When I say i'll get it back, i wil. Just, stop those hurting words. Damn .

Hope tml wil be a good day.

Blogged.

sayos.

i hate to say, but iloveyou.

KPOP NIGHT 2010: BIG BANG PORTION!

Haru Haru Acoustic.

FINALE - We Are Th World

@2.48 ! Big Bang :)

My nephew is in my hands now :)

i am davis
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He typed it :o sooooo cuteeee (just like me:p)

Gara Gara Go.

Last Farewell.

Lies.

Okay, Big Bang was in SG yesterday! I cried :O ! Cause I cnt see them :/ HEH.

I was totally sad :( but thanks to Cynthia! I got to know about their performances :) Heh, sucha great junior eh :P She is a kpop fan tooooooo! (L)

Dear 'friend, could you just return th PSP? Please. Its not as simple as what you think. Things are getting outta hand so can you stop disappearing? ); dont make me hate you. Im serious.

IM PROUD TO SAY, IMMA BIGBANG FANATIC :) ILOVE'EM.

// blog later.

maybe this wil gimme strength for awhile :)

God, thankyou for everyth :')

(L) TTMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM \m/

BIGBANG, in luv with these sweeties ^^

Promises, sometimes shouldnt be broken anymore. Yes, I wont, anymore.

i realised i need to treasure :'>

(L) .

I need to reconsider, I really need to. Carry on getting hurt? Its nv what I wanted.

I've lost much, I know. I just wanna be happy. This is what I want. I need understanding, isit really hard?

# Love this bitch of mine, thankyou :') you were by me when I needed someone. Thanks for drinking with me, and I saw your blog posts! :)

Remembered you told me bout th rain we were wet in.

We can choose to stay there and get wet, or move on to be okay.

You know, I cant get these friendships anywhere else anymore. School clique, this clique. These are real friends I treasure. I really thank God for them. :)

Went to Myra(lalala)'s chalet on Friday :) AWESOMENESS (Y) BBQ-ed, &whole clique was there :D Winnie TianYu Christine Me Myra. Volley, ghostings was stupid :P Homed at 4am. Ya know, for that damned cca of mine. Its unlucky when you have some sibling in that CCA same as you. Its horrible.

Heart./

I dont know whats wrong with this thing. It seems like no solutions wil be there aint it? I hate being controlled so much, yet you said that was th only way. It sucks when one side is not agreeable of someth. It hurts one. I guess its hard for you to understand me cause I have my own mind. Most of th time, I envy others. I'm tired of this, and there's no restart button in life, so I know, when starting all over, it means continuous hurt. Those happy words seems sad now. I'll pray really hard. Really hard , );

It doesnt matter if 'you read it or not,

cause nothing wil change, I'm sure.

@ Christine's house naooooo. With JOOHIOK :) This two little friends are God's present to me. They brighten my days over at schooooool. True friends are hard to find. I didnt used to treasure them last time, but I need to now.

They accept me for who I am, they dont judge me. Hoho, thankyou :')

I'm amazed by how you can turn me upside down, left and right. Amazed by how you can treat me this way. Ha.

This is how you wanna treat me.

I'm th author of my life; unfortunately, I'm writing in pen &i cant erase my mistakes.

But, God did.

Okay, see! I MUGGED UNTIL I WENT CRAZY HAHAAS.

Kidding :) anyway!

I went to th Doc's today :)

Doc: "Okay, your skin is almost okay. Do you wanna have another MC for a week? So that you can rest more."

Me: "But I have exams tml.."

Doc: "Haha, so you think you've prepared well already? Or you want to take at a later date?"

Me: "I havent reviseddddddddddddddddd."

(DOC LAUGHED DAMN LOUD.)

Doc: "Okay, so you're fit medically to take your exams, hahahhahaha."

I HAVE NO MORE ONE WEEK MC ); I should've taken it, isnt it? SIAN. I neeeda take exams.

Mugged :3 ! But I was on lappy for th whole day hoho awesome.

Mugged for SS, I feel weak :( School's schedule is like someth new for me again. But I really missed them haha. :)

I CHANGED BLOGSKIN :D:D

let things stay til EOYs are over <:

if this is meant to be, i'll let go, and wont even carry a hope anymore. (':

I have chickenpox. Yes, now stop asking.

i luv u.

Saying this three words seem so 'ew for me but i guess its meaningful if you say it to a person, not th net :)

When I say it, I really mean it (':

I'm tired, I wanna sleep. Eyes hurt. I guess nobody knows ._.

I'm talkin to myself, omgosh. I guess I'm going crazy. Today, was not a really good day.

GONNA SEE DOCTOR TML AGAIN. HAIX , :(

29th, <':

sugar '/

Learning to let go is what I really need to learn.

Have you ever heard?
Knowing you takes a second, loving you takes a few months, letting you go takes forever..

Its hard to take what you've just told me, yes i'm sad. But I cant change you at all. You are YOU.
You didnt win, nor me. I'm not gonna let this affect so much of me. I gotta learn.
1234 ,

But hey, I wanna prove that this wont affect me serving God. I dislike people who judge. But th more you guys are judging, th more I'm gonna prove it. Yes I broke down, but that aint gonna stop me.

you know, you broke my heart again (':
i'm nv gonna feel so down, i wanna stand up.
Timetimetime , i dont wanna let this lie down .

Even an egg plus pepper plus light sauce and oil turns out to be nice.

But why th simple me and you, repel at times? );

It just seems like a broken fairytale. I chose not to think anymore. This is how its gonna be anyway. :') Korean dramas, are reallyreally touching. So pretty <:

I couldnt go to church today ); Stayed home help daddy. He repainted th house. My room's gonna be orange! Haha. Cool right. Hmm, packed my table and stuffs. I cooked dinner :D yesyes, first time though. I dont have tv to watch today! How sad. Ha.

Ya know, some things just wont ever go my way. Same applies cause I didnt work hard enough, or maybe th other party didnt. I gave up :) Didnt wanna think already. Hoho (Y)

look, this is how its gonna be.
HEH. :)

I wanna dance! ):<

I hate it when I CANT GO TO CHURCH.

I hate it when WE PROMISED TO GO OUT BUT LASTLY WE CANT.

I hate it when MY HOPES ARE DASHED LAST MINUTE.

I hate it when YOU IGNORE ME.

I hate it when I CANT CONTROL SOME PARTS OF MA' LIFE.

I hate it when I REALLY CANT GO CHURCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! :( :(

sad. sad. ttm. ttmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I really wanna dance. Lets go baby :>

I feel, springy today. Hmm. okay fine its time for me to dance naozxc :)

i just missed you, simple.

shut up and stop doubting me, i hate it.

You wanna hurt me?

Fine. Dont come back and say you "love" me :3

I really think my life is kinda screwed. Really. Thats sad :(

I wanna cry, hardddddddddd. Very hard. Just lemme cry leh. Haha retarded -.-

Tests after tests after tests , i love hearing that i passed <: but i dont hear that often.

Skipped remedial today, volleyballed. Sweat out man. Blueblack on my hand hoho.

I want somebody who always care about me, not 'three minute hot degree'. Thats like, picking a needle from th ocean. I wanna lead a life thats fulfilling &great. I want to be happy. Just wanna be happy. A five letter word, already so hard to get. Its really sucky :( I miss you, busted. You promised to call when you're back, til now leh? Another lie? Haha, get used to it mans :) I dont wanna sacrifice so much already, I'm not gonna give in sooooo much til I cant breathe. I'm tired. Its time to take a rest. I have many things I wanna do. Dance, drink, work, everyth. Haha wowwwwwwwww.

i am tired leh.

i miss you leh.

i want you now leh.

dont hurt me le leh.

wishing for your hug everyday, send it to me, wont you? (:

All r/s are built in TRUTH and in OPEN-NESS. Its true, I'm sorry for breaking promises DaddyG. , &to everyone out there whom I broke my promise to. &especially you. We both lied, that shouldnt be th way. Honest is th most utmost value cause we need integrity :)

I may not accept what's going on, but I'm trying to forgive. If not, I'm not loving you, it means that I'm not loving God. Cause He said "love your neighbours as how I loved you." I'm trying, even though it hurts damn damn much x128469172617, I guess I need to accept it cause its already past );

Often times I wished my boyf would be this, that, everyth nice. He cares, he listens, he stays, we're sweet, no arguments, no quarrels, surprises, happy days together, so on and forth. But i realised its basically impossible cause we are in this world to taste th world. This AMAZING world just gives us many things we dread, yet we have to accept it. :)

Just th way you are. (But change your attitude a little please? ^^ )

Just now, I said fuck th world upside down.

Now, I say Thank God for this world :) (L)

"I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often and a little more each day."

My hands ;

These things gotta stop, before I really leave <':

Dad got into an accident, I really hope his back's fine );

Mom's tired cause of her shifts, I hope she'll regain her strength );

All I can do, is be a goodgirl, study hard, get good grades, stay outta trouble &most imptly, PRAY .

Went Chompchomp with daddy mommy sister. Ate quite alot :) Needa run again, of cause. Just homed <: (L) AIRCON~ Today was, fun :) CIP was great manzxc. Learnt alot. We really shouldnt procrastinate so much, complain so much, judge people. Please, nobody's perfect. They're innocent people, fun to be with. Incredibly coool people. (Y)

12.50pm./

"Trust is the fruit of a relationship in which you know you are loved." ~ William P. Young.

Th last &only chance I'm giving.

Well, I've already known th truth, just that, I stil chose to give you a last chance. I'll keep this within me.. Please dont hurt me anymore, cause I ought to be treasured. I should start loving myself more.

Somebody just tell me th meaning of this. Its getting harder to understand ./

Th wind, dont know where I'm going, I've lost all directions );

I hate those replies, those attitudes, those cow tempers, those restrictions. I used to hate it all. Now I understand that, it depends on who do it. Yes, I hate it alot. But why do I just accept it when its you? No matter how hard I prayed and wished you'll change, but I stil live with it. I dont hate you at all.

Naozxc, love th way you are? DAMN . Freaking understand how I feel. Fcuzx I'm really outta my mind.

I dont like these ways of treating me, I really get hurt once and over again. But I just cant let it go <': Stupidity? Or plain naive? Or love? :/ OUTTA MY HEAD DAMN.

I'm too soft, yes I'm too soft. No way, not anymore. I'M TRYING >':

DO YOU KNOW: GOD, I REALLY LOVEYOU ALOT ); Without you, my life would stil be upside down (L)

its been a long time since we ever had a good time >':

iloveyoubitchbaby. (L)

Thank God for being in my life, really treasure you ppl muchhhhh <:

Friends are angels sent by Him (L)

// Even through th hard times, we'll be okay? :/ i dont know.. I'm scared, scared that i'll lose you. Tel me, not :( quarrels &arguments are way too hurting >':

all i wanna do, is to be with you?

despo shit >:

tears i've cried, i'm alive.

Went cp with J. in th morning, dentist <: SILVER NOW HAHAH \m/

Gonna go movie with two busteds &a bitch :D yay. The hole.

I just need your care, your understanding. I so much wanted to ask you: "Do you know what I want?"

I dont wanna start again, it spun me round badly. Take some time, take a step back, all I did was just for you (?) I dont know. I see different shades now.

I just fell, fell &fell. If I could stand up, I already would. I'm scared, i'm afraid. I have no more fighting spirit.

But, I can do everyth in Christ who strengthens me (L) .

shut down, turns black, everyth starts, when darkness falls.

But i simply just love th light <:

I hoped i wished i did everyth i could.

I just wish that tears didnt come out. iloveyou, but what i'm doing is much too far I can handle. I need some space to breathe. I dont wanna get stuck anymore.

iloveyou.

My stomach hurts );

In that silent night, i'm all alone suddenly.

I dont know what are we arguing for at th end of day. It hurts going to sleep while being angry. It hurts to end th day without a smile. It hurts to make each other angry and just leave it to fade away.

YOU'RE BACK (L)

Yes, i just need some understanding &a big heart. Big heart (?) - I just dont want you to think too much D; Some things are just meant to be entertaining. I guess it hurt you; I'm sorry muchhhh. But I hope you can see it bigger, ily.

No third time of losing, regrets are filled in my heart );

I've been thinking, my commitment towards Daddy decreased? D: I really need You, but I realised i'm not giving my 100% best to You. Why am I only using words with no action? Just like a body w/o a soul ); I need to ponder and reflect.

you dont know what you've got until its gone , (L)

now i'm missing you, wishing you would come back through my door.

have been thinking whether you wil be okay, have you eaten, and such );

I need to learn to be independent yeah? <: no matter what I have to do, i'll wait for you.

// I remember th times we spent tgt, all those times.

We had a million questions about our lives.

every night i miss you, i could just look up.

&know th stars are holding you tonight. /

ICT day today, woke up @12plus?

Did it slowly.. Cant seem to concentrate. Time passed damn slowly. Until I realised English supposed to hand up by 1.45pm :( I'M LATE D:

Went lunch with daddy <:

Then northpoint with mommy, and sister. Mommy changed phone, she wanted to change mine too, but i dont know what phone should I get :/ didnt change it . Saw da korkor &auntie, chatted. KFC-ed :D dabao home. Ate, used comp again. Til now.

RECEIVED SOME TEXT &SO HAPPYYYYYY <:

missed &loved ./ (L)

you're my chocolate, my sweetest chocolate. (L)

Days in th past would nv come back, biatch, wake up.

I'm currently in this ./ DYB craze. (L) ilovedhimmorethaniexpected.

I'm tired.

Came across this 'like' on fb.

Girl: Let's just break up.

Boy: Okay then, I'll just go back to my ex.

Girl: Wow you're an idiot. We're totally over.

Next day..

Boy: I stil love you.

Girl: I thought we brokeup? &you said you'll go back to your ex right?

Boy: Exactly, I'm coming back to you.

(Y)

In life, there're three keys.

Trust, Faith &Love.

I'm lacking confidence, i'm lacking trust. i'm lacking everyth I seem to be in need.

when i said ily, dont doubt me. ♥

holding on is tough, much tougher than letting go or simply quitting.

m!x3d feelings .

ugh, rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

Imma rant &scold &, damnit.. :(

SADDEDBIGTIMEEEEEEEEE.

EEEEEEE , there's actually a Church Of Satan. gosh , why do people worship satan D: its like, blood for blood? Yucks.

Todayyyyy didnt turn out so good. Maybe everyday's gonna be like that. I dont know, things are getting worse for me. There's many people who are worst than me out there, I know.. I want my life back.

Forever you my boy, forever be my world, you are th only oneeee. (L)

These things are driving me insane :( i'll need to let go. I read from a book today. Many things.

1: Th sun sets, th heart breaks, but th light of God's brilliant &illuminating truth shines on.

2: Dont forget in th dark, what you've learnt in th light.

3: SOME ENDING ARE NECESSARY. :(

4: Maybe this guy was amazing, but he was not th best choice, God's choice, for your marriage partner.

5: If you pretend life is a storybook with only happy endings, its not reality.

My love, is straight from th heart.

I guess it'll be hard for you to appreciate me, treasure me, its impossible. I'm learning how to stand, dont push me down again. I may just fall off and nv get up. I'm tired. I tried, i know you'll nv know how i feel. Yeah its my business right? Fcuxz off , <:

i realised i really love you alot :(

i fell too deep again. i hate myself.

i cant get back th happiness i had last time, cant you see i need you?

rubbish. I wanna just live.

Why?

Why hold on to someth that i know there're no hope anymore?

Build me up, crash me down, now i kinda expected it.

i dont want you to rule over me already.

My life, my way :)

Ask yourself, when i didnt reply, what did you say of me?

Now you dont reply, you said you dk what to reply. Its too much yeah. Imma human, not your dog, not someone you can accuse. I've enough things on hand, and you can now play and go wherever you want, whoever you want. I wont bother. No point getting jealous cause i'm not someone you can take advantage of.

iluvJesus, lover of my soul.
Jesus, i'll nv let You go.
iluvYou, ineedYou.
Though my world may fall, i'll nv let You go.
i''m truly amazed by how You saved me. :) (L)

Foolish to love someone thats not loving you th same way you do, yeah true.
Imma fool.

(L) 8239264.

I wonder when can this luv ever stop, no it wont.

Okieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee, look.

This is what happened today.

Ya know, humans lieeee. Everyone lies, but if i treasure you &you lied, th hurt is different from a lie that is made by any other person. Hiding someth from me isnt nice as well. :( I felt hurt, disappointed, surprised, shocked. I know you're sad &tired too, thats why i dint wanna tel you.

Trust can be broken in seconds, but it takes ages to build it back.

Right now, it seems like no one can be trusted. :) Except God luh. haha.

break out break out~ dingdingdingdingdingdingdingdingding~ LOL.

FINALLY TESTS ARE OVER. But i failed SS , :( Well, i hope i'll pass englishhhhhhh.

Watched YOG that day with Brandon &Bjorn. Bused back, went home. Saw blood on th floor ._. God'll bless, Amen.

This is past Taeyang (L) But now, he's great <:

I'M INTO IT AGAIN. hahaha.

save meeeeee.

wanna run away from luv, this time i've had enough.

With me awaiting boy, you dont have to roll th dice.

okay shutup if you think its ugly or whatever. :D

Joannnnnnneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee :)

Had a gooood day today. Here's how it goes .

3am > Went airport send sis off to cambodia~

4plus > Left airport, went balestier eat bak kut teh~

5plus > Drove up to Mt Faber, slept :D

7plus > Woke up, drove to Resorts world, fetch mommy!

8plus > Bought otah.

9.30am > HOME SWEET HOME (L)

Then slept of cause , till 2plus. Then out for lunch. Relatives joined us, then homed. Computer till now <:

DONE.

Tml, LG FOR NATIONAL DAY OMG SO LOOKING FORWARD LAH. hahaha.

ohohoh~ hope you forgive me~ (heh. its a song.)

Then meeting bitch and baby and omar + friends. :) FIREWORKS MANZXC.

you wont know if you didnt try.

if you fall after trying, dont take that path anymore.

better, in time. it wont all be that easy,

Goodnight, goodmorning. :]

Earthlings~ I blogged.

I see many trains going by , it stays at th station for awhile, and it goes off.

Isnt that what we're all going through now?

Friendship that lasts are strong, friendships that dont are vague.

I wished those times were back, but i doubt it'll be that pretty again. :)

Let me tel you one time, i wont be your number one girl ;)

I always thought blogs are there for you to write your daily life. But i realised its th only place where you can type all craps you want out when you're just that stressed. I always thoguth friends were forever, until i realised 'forever' dont exist. I realised 'understand' this word, aint that easy to apprehend. Through tough times like this, I realised 'God' was th word.

Its not that easy to let feelings go, its not easy to study, its not easy to sustain one day, not easy to stay strong, not easy. Nothing's easy.

I'm gonna fight now. I know my life's screwed right now, doesnt mean i'm gonna give up.

FIGHT. SCORE. WIN.

hurt have been immune to me,

i'm totally done with it.

Throw down that rock, i just wanna carry this feather.

I'm almost nv afraid now, but when i think i'll be okay, i'm always wrong.

Maybe this is best for us, :)

Sad as it may seem, but we're stil stupid friends slacking together downstairs 600plus blocks. :D hope wil stil slack uh, just that i feel fucked up when i see that busted heh . (:

FORGET ALL TROUBLES MAN.

I rather have a close friend, than friends who are fake. :) (L)

Thank God for people around me ^^

I'll try hard to start all over again ! Its my life, why should i get sad over piuuuuuu-nie things . Heh, TRY okay ;)

P/S: TQVM, YuHan.H , JunRen.P, SHAM, Christine.H, Myra.C , :D (Y)

i've lost all th feelings, you said you were leaving.

I've no motivations to move on already.

Inside, i'm bleeding. You face i see in every reflection.

I've lost all directions. Gotta stay alive.

Now, look. I'm tired. You put me on a roller coaster going high up, and down again . I tried so hard to stand up, you assured, yet you just made it seem like a beautiful tragedy. You said you'll call, i said okay. Now? I've enough. :) I'm too plain stupid to know that all people are fake, expect Daddy. Those warmth and all, take them outta my heart. Save me.

Why are you stil in my mind?
Get out. Just get out really.
Can i just stop having you in my mind?
Its killing. Its a freaking drug.

You cant make up your mind, so how'd you expect me to trust you :(

I hate you. D:

Stop picking me up, and throwing me down.

COMPLICATED.

imissyou :{

Today was an eventful day. Fight, and phone missing. Not my phone, ken's. School sucked as usual , just that i had three periods of dnt <: then assembly.

Met JR, go mrt. Went back, saw sham. Went hawkers find Myra &Christine to eat :] Went remedial, late. After remedial, pei-ed sham. Went bbt, saw a sight full of things, like gosh. Heard kor's voice and went crazyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy haha.

Went back Yishun, met John &Ken. Ken lost his phone after that :O damn that person no life and cnt afford a phone, do you really need to steal it? Busted. Ugh. Looked around, til 7plus.

Homed, then down meet Ken again. Slacked, then bid goodbye, he's going to malaysia~ :( heh.

THIS IS MY DAY, AWESOME SHITS. :D

okay shit.

this is getting worst.

I just cant see what's in front of me, it may seem bright, but sometimes it turns dark.

You know, your replies are really annoying &it really gets me pissed off. But, i just want to see your text. Damn, its always me, but soon, it wont..

You can take this photographs, and watch them fade away.

You can take away all my love, what do i need it for?

You can take away everyth, leave me lying on th floor.

You cant fix me, i'm torn apart.

I wanna run away from love.

School sucked, like totally. It dont interest me as much anymore. I just see more hurt, pain, heartbreaks./ What's it? Hahas. Seeing you, its like nothing light me up. I just hate seeing those people you're with. I cnt stop you, i guess you know why :) Thanks for assuring me stil, haha.

Mainly, school just sucked. I hate school already. Yes i hate it . Its not because of anyone, but i just disliked th environment. Just go in, get tired of lessons, walk out of there. How stupid. Waste of time already.

dont let me down , anymore.

i just cannot fit into this life of yours, i realised.

No matter how much i tried, with th luv &all, its hopeless.

There're many more people you would wanna talk to rather than me.

There're many more people out there who understands you better than me.

Th communication between them &you is better :)

We dont know what th future beholds , all th best, xoxo.

i know this love havent stopped in me, but i need to smile &tell you to takecare..

First day of SemesterTwo.

School was lifeless today, i dont know why. English was first, MT then PE. I bet i was too lazy today. Before PE, didi &sham came to look for me, surprised :O heheh. Recess! Talked with Bestie, Christine, Myra, Dearie. Have been awhile! :)

OHOH, MYRA TOLD ME SHE DINT LIKE ME LAST YEAR :( HAHAHA. Well, I'm serious. We're just that straightforward.

After school.

Supposed to meet J. but she cancelled it T.T sobs. Kor called me in th middle of MATH CLASS :O he said after school find him, so i did :D heeh. Called him after school, he say watching tv ask me go up -.- HEH BUT I WON OKAY. HE CAME DOWN :D

Talked &he disiao th people who were in th case last year. Well, i felt guilty too :(

Left to Yishun, met JH :>

Slacked till 4plus , homed @ 5plus today.

Tired manzxc, slept .

MY DAY :)

trying . trying . TRYING .

Okay hi .

Alot of things happened yeahh >: Its sad, i'm serious. So you wouldnt wanna hear it, right? :)

Ups &Downs, and then it ended. 26th heh , three more days know. Ohwells, cnt force ^^

Darling? haha. Maybe not anymore? Ohwells, i cnt do anyth. Thats what happens when we thought we understood each other well. Fuck it <:

Changed phone with Hu , heh fun :o I LIKE HIS MUSICS OMG. Fun but always jam! Heeh, i think i always lag that phone:x

My whole holidays spent working! :) Homework not done, bag not prepared D: I AM FREAKING NOT READY FOR SCHOOL OKAY. I'M SERIOUS. I wanna work work work :/ I'm like communicating more with work friends than school friends? Hi 5 shawn, i guess we'll just have to adapt back to school life. I'll wanna study hard already, no more vexing over nonsense. Yesyes, i failed my overalls :( English got 49.9% damnit ugh.

Through th holidays, i see a much clearer picture of what's life, who are humans. Made me thinking, who am i? Hahs , stupid question. I am a child luv-ed by God :)

Met up with kor &daddee too <: Missed them much know. Kor asked us to go sintua see them :D HEH DAMN HAPPY MANZXC.

Daddee is really naughty! Me &Baby gotta be shorter than him then he'll take this picture >:{

TATTOOS VERY NICE MEH WALAO. hahaha. Had much fun that night, wil nv forget them. More pictures with baby :D

Okay, shall elaborate another day <:

sayos~ hee.

OH, AND MY FB PICTURE, I DIDNT BLEACH/DYE MY HAIR. ITS TH SUN THATS WHY HAHA.

BYE :)

This may be a second of view , what about th next second ? :/

I dont know, if i can face it again.

10 June - Its okay again .

Today.

HAPPY 2nd MONTH PATCH, DARLING :)
We've been through think &thin. You're always by me. We fought super fiercely that time , but we made it back again. Recently got into another one, I know we shouldnt argue anymore , i know you're doing all these for me, thankyou (L) Really luv you alot knoww. Sometimes you're too extreme & i dont like it, but i'll accept it cause that's your personality. I love you for who you are, i no need you to change. Cause we have to accept each other :) i know we'll stil argue in th future but i hope wont so jialat la. Dont everytime say me horh! hahah , i'll remember de la, 11th :]

loveyou, darl Marilyn.

Went LMSC again , tiring D: After that , met S &J go dinner :D (lazy spell name hahah!)

Then bbt, walked to bus stop , waited for them to go off , walked to bus stop.. Homed then .

Yesterday.

LMSC. Dinnered @Hub . :] bbt , waited for J. to go off , homed .

SIMPLE &NICE MANZXC (Y)

lets talk about love,

God .

&? ... ... ... ... hahas , unsure yet . :]

ilovethem muchh ;)

i miss you people alot , yeahh we didnt meet for long , :{ soon girls , i'm sure of that.

I wont make empty promises . I remember kbox , sentosa :D

Muacks , i owe J. a kiss :) hahha .

Went malaysia after camp. Genting :D Celebrated my birthday &my relative's. Karaoke :)

I played th whole theme park , (Y) ! YES ! hoho, okay not all cause i didnt wanna queue ._. hahah! Finally got to play th roller coaster manzxc! teehee. I WANNA PLAY TH SUPERMAN THING LA T.T

Every night went starbucks to buy coffee &sit &drink. heehee. :D

sad sad sad haix haix haix.

Thanks for loving me, i wouldnt even try, haha. Names names names , aha joke la :) its okay, i'm serious . :] dont worry.