Tuesday, March 30, 2010 @ 11:07 PM

can you hear me? hear my screaming?
Suddenly th way things appear to me are different.
(oh, its back again.)

Heard in a show that a girl wanna be rich, have nice clothes, have a huge house, have lots of money. But another guy said to her, ' Live a life of dignity, and contented. You should be glad when you already have clothes to wear, have a shelter over your head, enough money for your neccessities and food. And, live everyday happily.'

You know, sometimes we just ask for too much. So what if clothes are nice? People see you and just walk off. They dont even know you. So what if you stay in a big house? You'll have to walk more, and nobody even bothers. So what if you have lots of money? You cant bring into th coffin when you're dead. And you dont know when wil you be dead.
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Living here makes me feel like a caged up bird. Why am i getting scolded everyday? No matter before i go to school, come back home, and for even sitting in front of th comp? I know i come back late, but hey, dont compare? I'm your daughter, not others' daughter. We have freedom yeah. Not meaning that you cnt control me, but at least let me have some space to breathe?

Even a rubberband can break, whatsmore imma human. Confiscating my phone, stopping me from going out, controlling my activities, is only gonna make me not come home more. This isnt what i want. Yes i like freedom, i know i cnt ask too much, but sighs, i really have nth to say bout this pathetic home anymore . :(
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I know this is for my own good, but its too extreme i cnt take it :{ its too harsh, i think i'm gonna get into a huge depression , D:

MCG today was awesomeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee yaw :D:D:D
hoho, i hope i did well in chairing:x got lots for me to learn stil. Great people, great lg, great CUP! :) :) Enjoyed my time yeah, thanks (L) Describe more next time:)




th tighter my hug is, th more i dont wanna lose you boy , (L) x832617643868634 :) :)