Wednesday, March 17, 2010 @ 9:50 PM


Trust me, my life was like this last time.


Gradually, it became like that.

Now what's happening? I'll tel you.
Ya know, its tiring when you have someone angry at you, but she/he stil acts he/she's close to you? I'm seriously wondering what those people are thinking. Just makes life complicated. I realised humans are hard to apprehend. Its so damn scary when you see their false side instead. It just feels eerie.

Idk why i felt this way today, so alone. Maybe cause I am, i just dont mix with y'all. Feels no point. If she really wanna take all friends away, c'mon man. I dont bother seriously. I dont mind it anymore, isit it tiring to keep having a battle? Hahs, i must've been stupid. Stupid to believe ther's true friends here in this world right now. What century is this? 21st. Think bout it, th past already there's betrayal and such, now? Obviously its turn for th worst :)

Friends are just people who come and go. Listen, and off they go. Naive to think they'll stay by you, cause it'll nv happen. Stop dreaming ANGG! Its nv gonna happen :) Only God, your Daddy is faithful :D Thats why pastor says true friends wil eventually go away too . I understand it now, thanks Daddy (L)

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To: Darling.
I know you're pissed with me and him. Seriously idk why you are. It doesnt make sense. If you really want it be like this, i cant change your mind. Its not me who made that choice. I dont wanna say anyth.

Up to all of you to think what am i. Its in your eyes, not mine.

Tazxzxc.