V's.

its a word i'll nv know how to define.

I just plainly dk how you feel anymore. It all seem so far now, really far. Are you much more happier with your own life? I think i'm like, extra. Its really hard if i'm giving in only, its tiring. maybe you just dk, but what if i tel you, i'll be leaving three days later? Would you even treasure me more? I dont know. Its my fault, i really tried understanding you alot, but i just seem to fail. Maybe friends beside you know you better(: i'm just someone who tries getting in but failed. I failed badly? Did i? By th way i see, you're really much happier with th rest. True la, i dint know you longer than them. Sometimes th way i text you, its cold. That isnt cause i'm angry or someth, just, i dont feel that care from you? Isit when you're free, then you'll rmb i exist? I know you have your own problems, would you even wanna share with me? I doubt. End of th day, fault wil stil be me, no? I let you vent your anger, cause i just want you to know i'm here for you.

Wil things get better? I really want it to be, cause i really cherish you, yeah imissyou, and stil (L)you much, when wil you ever understand.. (L)