Friday, May 7, 2010 @ 6:22 PM

i knew you'll get tired someday, i knew you'll get irritated someday, i knew you'll get annoyed someday, i knew you'll get bored someday. but i dint expect it to be this soon .
i guess i'm probably too over bout this , you may think its fine yo . why are you like that ? cant you just tell me what i've done ? what have i done to deserve this from you ? your game seem more important , yeah its true . i know we can never get back again , you know how i feel ? i wished . you reply them , dont reply me . nahh , i should get used to it , no ? i feel terrible much , dont you know ? why are you treating someone you said you 'loved ? i dont feel it anymore , its hurting me inside everytime i hear or see you . i know i cnt get into your life anymore boy . you kicked me out completely and never helped me up . you pushed me down in this pitless hole , and never bothered but carry on with your life . i'm trying hard , really hard to let go .
boy , can you just say you love me and mean it ? imissyou , yeah but i cannot show you , lest i fail again . hurting too muchh , it kills . x.x i want your hug , i want you close , but somehow , you can never be found anymore :( i think you're disgusted again , hahs . just , one more smile on your face..
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MYEs right now , i cant seem to studyy . its like , my mind's filled with many other things . looking back at our conversations , i really think its hardd.. Stop it , i'm supposed to study . Today hist and physics , i think cmi again . Till now , none of my papers i'm satisfied , sighs .
Volleyballed after exam :) gotta train harder yaw . Catty , Winnie , Chooooo ^^
Many events happened these days , lazyy .
I wanna say this , ily . Find it disgusting, whatever . I'm gonna try, stop talking bout you.. Slowly , :(