Let me tel you one time, i wont be your number one girl ;)

I always thought blogs are there for you to write your daily life. But i realised its th only place where you can type all craps you want out when you're just that stressed. I always thoguth friends were forever, until i realised 'forever' dont exist. I realised 'understand' this word, aint that easy to apprehend. Through tough times like this, I realised 'God' was th word.

Its not that easy to let feelings go, its not easy to study, its not easy to sustain one day, not easy to stay strong, not easy. Nothing's easy.

I'm gonna fight now. I know my life's screwed right now, doesnt mean i'm gonna give up.