EEEEEEE , there's actually a Church Of Satan. gosh , why do people worship satan D: its like, blood for blood? Yucks.

Todayyyyy didnt turn out so good. Maybe everyday's gonna be like that. I dont know, things are getting worse for me. There's many people who are worst than me out there, I know.. I want my life back.

These things are driving me insane :( i'll need to let go. I read from a book today. Many things.

1: Th sun sets, th heart breaks, but th light of God's brilliant &illuminating truth shines on.

2: Dont forget in th dark, what you've learnt in th light.

3: SOME ENDING ARE NECESSARY. :(

4: Maybe this guy was amazing, but he was not th best choice, God's choice, for your marriage partner.

5: If you pretend life is a storybook with only happy endings, its not reality.

I guess it'll be hard for you to appreciate me, treasure me, its impossible. I'm learning how to stand, dont push me down again. I may just fall off and nv get up. I'm tired. I tried, i know you'll nv know how i feel. Yeah its my business right? Fcuxz off , <: