V's.

(L) .

I need to reconsider, I really need to. Carry on getting hurt? Its nv what I wanted.

I've lost much, I know. I just wanna be happy. This is what I want. I need understanding, isit really hard?

# Love this bitch of mine, thankyou :') you were by me when I needed someone. Thanks for drinking with me, and I saw your blog posts! :)

Remembered you told me bout th rain we were wet in.

We can choose to stay there and get wet, or move on to be okay.

You know, I cant get these friendships anywhere else anymore. School clique, this clique. These are real friends I treasure. I really thank God for them. :)

Went to Myra(lalala)'s chalet on Friday :) AWESOMENESS (Y) BBQ-ed, &whole clique was there :D Winnie TianYu Christine Me Myra. Volley, ghostings was stupid :P Homed at 4am. Ya know, for that damned cca of mine. Its unlucky when you have some sibling in that CCA same as you. Its horrible.

Heart./

I dont know whats wrong with this thing. It seems like no solutions wil be there aint it? I hate being controlled so much, yet you said that was th only way. It sucks when one side is not agreeable of someth. It hurts one. I guess its hard for you to understand me cause I have my own mind. Most of th time, I envy others. I'm tired of this, and there's no restart button in life, so I know, when starting all over, it means continuous hurt. Those happy words seems sad now. I'll pray really hard. Really hard , );

It doesnt matter if 'you read it or not,

cause nothing wil change, I'm sure.